They say that it's their lives. They cannot change it coz it's their true selves but I also cannot change myself to accept everything they do. Why could they accept each other while I cant? Am I that selfish?
sometimes i hate myself for being too selfish to think that i'm the only one who is not annoying at least for myself. i know it proves that i'm such a selfish jerk and i wanna change it. But how can i change if u dont even give such a freaking chance to me or at least lemme know how to change it to suit u. I'm getting sick of all of this.
Last time I know I was damn annoying and I still had friends though the number of my friends is getting lesser and lesser after distance separates us. I know why it happened and I tried to change. And there are still some people who are annoyed by me. Help me change even more please people. Though it maybe hard but at least I know that all of you are still there for me.
I hate the feeling that someday I will be all alone.
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