long time never update this blog and my life from bad has gotten worse.
jc life is actually not that bad on the surface and it would be a lie if i say im not enjoying it.
okay so basically i've got to enjoy my life now compared to a few months ago. and im happy. teehee. :D
but i start to feel distant from my family. even worse, i feel distant to my mom the most. She used to be my closest family member second to my brother.
Okay basically i've been arguing with her since a few weeks ago and it is not very good considering that she wont trust me anymore. okay heck the whole story is super long and due to my POOOOR ENGLISH LANGUAGE yes, i remember it clearly as everyday it is what i need to hear. I cannot write it properly. just leave it alone.
Now back to school. PIDABELYU is getting annoying. I suck at my work. let alone doing project work. my individual components are screwed. The only time I got quite good comments from the teacher was when we are submitting our written report draft. It is because the whole thing that I've submitted to my friend has been edited by my group mates.
Yeah I suck at my work. Haha as expected from me.
And freak. I cannot even control my temper this days. i keep being short tempered. I almost shouted at someone who didnt even do anything wrong at all.
why is me so sucky? cannot do work properly, keep arguing with people and now become short tempered.
hopefully as time flies, i'll be a better person
on a side note : i really do miss my brother. i want to talk to him just about everything. i really miss him.
