Annoying Annoyance Annoyed Me

I'm annoyed of people who annoy me or those whose lives are just annoying but I myself am annoying person I guess.

They say that it's their lives. They cannot change it coz it's their true selves but I also cannot change myself to accept everything they do. Why could they accept each other while I cant? Am I that selfish?

sometimes i hate myself for being too selfish to think that i'm the only one who is not annoying at least for myself. i know it proves that i'm such a selfish jerk and i wanna change it. But how can i change if u dont even give such a freaking chance to me or at least lemme know how to change it to suit u. I'm getting sick of all of this.

Last time I know I was damn annoying and I still had friends though the number of my friends is getting lesser and lesser after distance separates us. I know why it happened and I tried to change. And there are still some people who are annoyed by me. Help me change even more please people. Though it maybe hard but at least I know that all of you are still there for me.

I hate the feeling that someday I will be all alone.

Bad vs Good... BAD WINS

Everything has its own good and bad side, right?

Fire - good: warm, etc - bad : make things on fire which is dangerous

water - good: life - bad: flood

people - good: friend - bad: enemy

lastly

INTERNET - good: connect people - bad: separate people

Seems to contradict each other right? But that's the problem and it stress me up.

Once misunderstanding occurs, every connection that we have built for such a long time will be just blown by the wind and by the web. Every single effort that we have done to build up those relationships with people will just go to waste. It's not that I'm complaining though it's true that I'm stressed up because of this.

It's fun to be connected through social networking but it's just not fun when we get another enemy through that f**king site as well. Cant hide my feeling that I'm sorry to make other angry especially if that one person is someone who is close to me through this damn hi tech tool. Cant hide my annoyance. Everything I do on the web, everyone will be able to wee and words will go around about me, my friends or our lives.

Now I'm starting to slowly hate these kind of way of communication...

Sometimes when technology is getting too high, it's getting more and more annoying.