It was probably the most awesome time for me. I got to see most of my relatives getting together, had an awesome reunion dinner, etc. I enjoyed myself until last night when i realised that i still need to go back to reality that i still need to go back to sg and meet evryone's expectations on me..
It is very sad that some people out there just have nothing better to do but keep blaming others and comparing others with themselves. Im not them and they are not me. I dont are about what people say but it makes me hard to take my own decision to do things my own way when people keep thinking that whatever i do is always wrong and i cant choose right thing and i always need others to do stuff and choose what my future is supposed to be.. Whether its my education, my job, my future life has been planned so that those people wont ever talk bad about me and hence my family wont get embarassed.
Part of it, i dont know whether i still have choice on where i could cpntinue my study or not..
Indonesia (like some good uni like ui, uph, etc) - "why did u even waste time and money in singapore so far?"
Japan - simply no from my parents
Us - " please realiZe that your parents have no money and your grade may not even meet the admission condition"
Uk - too far
"where should i go then" the simple answer is "singapore"
And whenever I say something or do something, sone people always interpret it the way they want it to be and then there is only one person to blame. Me.
But at least im still grateful that i can still talk to my brother, my parents and other people who are nice enough to talk to. Maybe im hust destined to stay in singapore forever...
