JC 1 has just ended

It has been awhile since I posted a positive post. Now I think is the time for me to think positively again haha

School this year has been very tiring. Time flies very fast. Without realising it, my JC1 year will end in like 2 days time. What a shocking fact. It feels like I just started my JC year yesterday and suddenly I will be a JC2 senior in awhile.

Reflecting on this year, I feel that I did not do too bad but I didnt give out my best as well. Something feels wrong and I feel like this year could have been better. Academic matters, to say it frankly, Im quite satisfied with it. My grades are not that fantastic but I feel quite satisfied with it. At least I could improve it from my secondary years. Although I still feel abit sad when comparing results with my classmates or my other batchmates as I just cant do as well as them. But I try not to feel depressed because of it. Just be happy and work harder. Hopefully next year I would be able to improve myself even more and surpass everyone's expectations on me :)

Family matters, still the same. Not that good but not bad either. Basically Im getting closer with my brother from time to time. With my parents, some arguments here and there. But I just realised that I have this tendency to argue, argue and argue everytime I talk through the phone as compared to when Im at home and I see them face to face. Everytime the phone call ends with an argument, I wish I could be at home when everything could be discussed easily and where less misunderstanding will happen.

And now, Im here in my new room, counting the days to my departure day to Indonesia. 4 more days and I'll be in my own room. How awesome is that. And anyway, my new room is super awesome and cozy. New roommates, new settings, new aircon, etc.

with new roommates :D

my new bed and desk :D